i'm not dead, ignoring you all neither have i been abducted by the Canadians. i've been totally busy, i went back to work after a 6 month sicky, i've left that job now and i'm going to art collage this september!!! whey hey! but also my computer is fucked and i've not had any internet for around two and a frigging half months now, i'm just on the mother in laws.... giggle!!!. when i get it back i'll get back on here again, but don't hold your breath, you know what these inter net providers are like. bloody scummers Jay! are you still the gay-ist fish in the ocean?????